What did you do to recover? Any anonymous programs? Any self help online resources or books? I am tired of self loathing, shame and regret feelings. It is ruining my life and I cannot stop :( Clarification: it is not porn. It is more like strip clubs addiction.
Have you tried the employee assistance line?
Seriously! I am no longer at Amazon anyway. I do not want to reveal my identity as well. I am not going to use a company program
God can help you. If you give your life to Christ, you'll be delivered. Send me a DM and I can help you together with a couple of Christians!
Sorry to hear that man. You’re in good company. Keep at it.
Not on blind
This isn’t a “Find Jesus!” Moment. It’s a: you have a fucked up tendency that can heal and get better from, moment. PornKillsLove.com has some good resources and stories that might help. Good luck.
What exactly do you mean by sex addiction ? Which part of the sex isn’t healthy for you ?
Spending too much money on strippers and erotic massages while being married!
Ahh . Hear you mate. I would say get it to a healthy level. Not as unhealthy as zero. Remember the most important thing is *your* happiness. Also being married has nothing to do with sex. Marriage is about companionship if you are lucky, and just upbringing of kids otherwise.
Find someone you love! It will help to control your addiction. Since now you are aware of it & you feel it’s bad your 50% job is done. Slowly your brain will be rewired not to do it. Avoid stressful situations for few months, because you likely to get back where you started that’s the problem with addiction. Work towards it. In worst case go see a therapist.
Find a counselor. Join SAA (sex addict anonymous) groups in your area. Meditate - Vipassana helps( incredibly difficult but if you get through 10 days then you will feel the difference)
What is a sex addict lol?
https://www.recoveryzone.com/tests/sex-addiction/SAST/index.php
Pretty sure everyone in blind will take this survey :)