Did something crazy!!

Ok, this is crazy. I’ve been living with my (ex now) girlfriend for the past two years. For several reasons, caused by both of us, the past few months have been particularly challenging. Unfortunately, her way of expressing frustration is through extreme anger and verbal abuse, and I’ve been victim of it for a while now. Last night a very minor quibble escalated to a major scene of verbal abuse, where I was called “major piece of sh*t”, “I never hated anyone more than you”. all her scenes cause very hurtful and demeaning things to come out from her mouth. I have my faults but something I am very proud of is that I never insulted her or been verbally aggressive. I am always calm in my communication. She then said she was probably going to her parents for a few days because she couldn’t stand seeing my face, and since her parents live very far away from her work and she is the leaseholder of our apartment, I told her that I would just move out in the morning, so she wouldn’t have to leave her place. She said “fantastic, can’t wait” and went sleeping on the couch slamming doors multiple times. It also clicked on me during the night that I really don’t want to be verbally abused, I feel I deserve respect, even if I care about her. So, first thing this morning I packed up all my stuff, filled my car and I’m currently wandering around San Francisco finding a hotel for a couple weeks, hoping to find a permanent place in the meantime. I have no family in the area so it’s a bit rough, I hope I’ll manage. She texted me if I moved, and i responded I did, just like I said last night, because I couldn’t stand being verbally abused anymore and victim of that anger. her sister texted me that she is at her house crying histerically. I feel bad but I’m not going back, she had many opportunities to stop me. What a fucking day