Today is one of those low days for me, where i feel i’m the most insignificant person at work. Some days are just top of the world feelings. I wonder if other people have the same feelings too?
I have a lot of low days and not too many high ones. Back when I was in grad school and making discoveries, I felt like I was on top of the world. Working at a corporation, never.
lol I got the opposite feeling. I def do not miss being on grad school
I miss grad school more than I could ever have thought possible. I did it while working, so the contrast was stark: fascinating research all afternoon, then off to a dull job at night, then sleep all morning and do it again the next day. Now it's work only. No discoveries, no publications, no thrills, no fun. Just unrelenting KPI demands and a boss I try to avoid.
"Gotta have opposites, light and dark and dark and light, in painting. It’s like in life. Gotta have a little sadness once in awhile so you know when the good times come." - Bob Ross
Leetcode. Solving hard problems will give you a sense of accomplishment and a huge confidence boost. Leetcode expands the mind, disciplines the conscience, and energizes the soul.
Aim for Leetcode nirvana
Fuck leetcode.
Yes. This is normal. Hold your head high, you’re doing good.
Thanks buddy! There is hope in this world
Always