Context: - I am a super outgoing and happy person. - I go out to party once a week. (Very low drug and alcohol consumption) - About 1/4 times I go out some random person comes up to me and says that I have “good vibes”. To the topic: Three weeks in a row I have been taking 30mg of MDMA before going out, please note that this is a small dosage (1/3 of a pill), I am very receptive to this kind of drugs and feel a great magical effect (but not the godlike effect from a full pill). On all these nights I have had at least 3-5 people saying that I have “the best vibes ever” and I have meet insanely hot partners waaaay “above my league”. My weekdays are amazing now because they are filled with great dates and events that I get invited to. To the question: From your experience, how dangerous would you say this dosage would be if I do it every two weeks during the summer? To get the basics out of the way: - I never tell people that I took MDMA so I doubt that they are looking for a supplier. - I generally meet a lot of people even without drugs and I am confident enough to talk with people sober. - This extra little magic from the low dose apparently adds a glow that spreads happiness. - I’m not looking for a partner, I’m not escaping anything, and I generally love my life. - Yes, I test my stuff and I “roll safe”. I am simply intrigued by this effect because it enriches my last summer in New York and I am interested to know if you have any experience with this. Am I playing with fire? Will the magic disappear forever if I use it like this? Thanks!
This reminds me of college when, as new fraternity pledges, we were encouraged to have a few beers to "strap on a personality"
Was that before of after your frat bro put the strap on himself?
Your gonna have a hard crash when your body slows serotonin production.
How will the hard crash hit? Does it come after 3-4 weeks of trying the low dose? How long does it last etc. If I understand what you mean with a “hard crash” is that my body would slow down serotonin production because it is created artificially - and once the pills effect wears out my body will still produce lower rate of serotonin? Am I understanding that in the way you mean?
Yep. But you’re putting too much emphasis on a “low dose”. Just because it’s less than what some take doesn’t mean it’s a chemically low dose for your body. Suicide Tuesday’s are a real thing.
Three days in a row! You will learn soon. You have exhausted all the happiness producing glands in your brain so till they repair you will be quite down if not heavy, some friends even get depressed for a few days. Molly like everything is fun in safe quantity.
It’s three weeks in a row. I didn’t mind the down that much from the smaller dose and because I fill up with correct supplements before and after - the down isn’t so bad. On a full dose (which I tried last year) I felt depressed for 1-2 days after.
Still try not to use everyday. Soon the quantity won’t be enough when you have a bad day, next time you will find ways to boost it. This is how it goes. Be wise!
I had a friend of a friend that used to party a lot. One night she described how she had been steering clear of MDMA for 6 months because she was no longer feeling any effect from taking it and was excited to try it again because it was her birthday. She ended up taking one, two, and then three as each one had no effect on her (and then she gave up and switched to another drug). I agree that it’s a great time, but you can screw up your brain on that stuff. I would set a date where you plan to stop.
Yeah, I read that if you “top-up” and do it often you can build permanent tolerance.
Use stuff in moderation, sounds like you're leaning on it too heavily. I dont do it myself but I have friends that are into that shit hardcore. It's probably best to just party like once a month and poison yourself with alcohol instead.
There are psychiatrists that can answer your question. My understanding is the tolerance build up is more permanent than you might expect. However I could be wrong. I'd suggest not doing it at all. But you already know you're making your own choices.
It will catch up eventually but maybe not for a while
I posted this in a few forums and it seems to be very clear that the only intelligent thing to do is to limit it to once every 3 months to be very safe. (Or not at all). I’ll stop my experimenting right here then :)! It was very fun and I learned a lot from doing it.
You should not count on it lasting for much longer. It's some fun stuff while it works. Almost as cool as being head over heels in love. Anyways, there are otc vitamins you can take to help restore your body a bit. Research them. Not suggesting these as a way to extend the fun - rather to repair. It takes seven years for your brain chemistry to return to normal after MDMA.
Thanks! I actually roll safe and take all recommended supplements before and after. But it doesn’t seem to be worth the long term effects either way.
The magic of the pill will disappear, but you'll learn useful things along the way.