New Grad at Amazon, just 4 weeks and I feel shit. Need help!
I joined Amazon at the begining of this month. I was having a tough time landing a job and finally got Amazon’s offer was so happy for it. I always wanted to work in ML field but I landed in a front end team.
As I had never ever worked for any company I didn’t complain about it and took front end as a challenge and began.
I have been assigned a mentor who tells me what to do to get me started. I have recently started feeling so under confident that I felt like quiting the job. My mentor insults me for the questions I ask. He says I crack him up sometimes by my questions. Constantly make me feel overwhelmed by all the new things he has to say offcourse I cant digest everything he says and if I cross question I am being insulted. The fact that I cant reply back makes me helpless and make me feel slave as I have to continue working with this guy until I am part of the team.
Someone please suggest me what should I do. I am having constant headaches because of all this he tries to put pressure on me by trying to mock me or insult me. He is a SDE2.
I cant just quite because I am on OPT visa right now.
Someone please help.