_Rant_ Failed to solve a simple coding problem

Update - fast forward 3 weeks this same interview loop resulting into a staff offer.


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I’m embarrassed, depressed, it was a string based medium hard problem but I just couldn’t

Despite the interviewer gave hints on hints I just couldn’t. I am apparently a senior dev, F**k supposed to lead a team ( in fact leading a team technically ).

I just couldn’t code it .. never thought I’d become this bad .. the management, the leader ship, the accountability of delivery left me detach my only weapon to succeed write decent code. I’m crying 😢

While I thought learned a few in first half of my decade old professional life, the later half a decade made it meaningless

Wanted to be an inspiration to others now I lost my self ..

Please scold me , make me realise how stupid I am .
Push me down to the bottom

I am answerable to myself.

I’ll move and play with my 3 year old but deep down I am still crying 😭

#amazon #microsoft #google #oci