Burnt out and I want to work at a farm for a while
I wanna leave immediately if I can. I hate the project and the tasks assigned to me. I feel sick under my stomach to the point I can’t stop the racing thoughts of hating my job on a thanksgiving break.
I want to quit if I don’t have visa constraint and that I don’t need to continue to work to repay the relocation and sign on bonus🤧
I wanna work at a farm and pick apples pick eggs take care of sheep horse pigs dogs sound much much better and more rewarding than my current job.
Oh my god.
Finger crossed that everything goes smoothly and I can quit asap asap asap 🙏🙏🙏
#burnout #depression #mentalhealth
Yoe < 1
Tc peanuts
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My point is, I need to escape and physically tired so that I can sleep better and not have racing thoughts late at night ya know!
I feel like I was fooled into this toxic elite bubble thinking that this job (this niche domain at this company) is good. But I failed to hear myself that I didn’t like this niche domain at all. Wouldn’t do this even if paid 500k.
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