No interest to work. Is it just me?
I am new to being a SWE and to the corporate world. I feel unenthusiastic and don't want to work at all.
At this moment, I have no good guidance/lead at work. And, my team usually WFH and I'm the only one who comes to office daily. This makes it so much harder to have a good relationship with the team members. School was so much better, we as team members used to talk, work together, have lunch, go out. None of that happens at work.
I finish the tasks assigned, but, I don't have any motivation to do them. I also feel large portion of the work which I do is monotonous on legacy systems. I feel like I'm not learning anything.
When I'm stuck at work, I'm stuck, as my lead hardly knows how to guide me. And, everything is tribal knowledge amongst team members. Zero documentation and bare minimum automated testing.
I don't know what I'm doing with my life and at work. I feel I should change companies. But, cannot as I'm waiting for my work visa.
Am I a bad fit for SWE career? Or is it just my team?