Just a Rant about life and loneliness

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Apr 27 20 Comments

Hollywood personalities are so full of life. Don't know what we h1bs holders are doing . Have been following Depp and Amber's case since a week. Johnny Depp life looks like a movie and full of life with all the pain , happiness.

I am just alone, dumb, struggling to even complete office work. Don't have any confidence about anything in my life. I just see movies all the time and other talk shows and feel happy when I see how cool they are. This is the only happiness I have right now. I develop crush on someone personality at a time, keep watching their movies or videos. Once I am bored, there is period where I feel too lonely and then I usually develop crush on some other celebrity or someone who is not reachable in real life. I don't feel lonely because I am completely involved in their voice, looks, acting, researching about their personal life. At that point, there is immense desire to meet them and talk to them. This is how I am spending my entire life for more 10 years without actually feeling lonely all the time. It just sucks when I realize that in reality I am very lonely. It just makes me happy and feel better than I tried to connect with people in real life.

I don't expect anything for you to say. I am just posting since blind is the only way for me to communicate with others without any worries. I don't know what would have happened to me without blind. Thank you blind ❤️

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