I am very independent; I traveled to Muslim countries alone and took training in pistol shooting in the past because it was mandatory for a visa. In the US, I also travel at night and am highly alert, but I do cry while watching emotional Bollywood songs or while reading a failed love story, and sometimes I cry because I miss India and my parents. To reduce that, my sister calls me every weekend. Recently, I developed a fear of losing people. Back in December, I was in India. My elder aunt passed away, and my grandmother was at our home. My parents were out for those rituals. I am very attached to my grandmother. The next day, my grandmother fainted in the morning, and I was blank, and I felt, God, please come down and give my life to her. I screamed, and my dad and housemaid all came, and they were all trying to wake her up. I was calling my Mama (Mother's brother), but he didn't pick up because he was in the gym and left the phone at home. Later, after 5 minutes, she woke up. I experienced intense fear for those 5 minutes. Is it really a red flag if someone is, as mentioned above? How do men look at emotionally weak women?
first of all you need to move back and be close to family secondly- just move back
too much to read. but yes
It is normal to go through rough period when close family pass away. But if you openly cry at work it will be unprofessional and crying in public is awkward for friends. But those close to you will understand. Keep in touch and accept their support to help heal.
Itโs normal