My Manager is such an asshole
I feel so pathetic to have reached this level, I have so much respect for him and I look at him as a mentor but he fuckin trivializes everything that I do, he asks me to finish tasks in half the time. He won’t know the depth of work but asks me to deliver the code in couple of days. I am feeling it hard to explain it to him, never fuckin acknowledges the work I do. When I try to explain things he starts frowning, change in body language. Fine, if he’s trying to train me, but I need a balance, my average working hours over last 6 months is 12hrs including saturdays 😭. when I explain this to him, he says “we expect you to do things faster”(fuck off you moron)
It’s been 3 days that I have done proper work,
I just realized that inducing so much pressure has made me not do work and I just feel like showing 🖕🏻when asked for status. I don’t want to be in this shithole.
I work at Apple.
I can potentially develop a product bottom to top.
I want to work at a place where I feel respected, valued for my work and then compensated right.
Things holding me back: edu loan, still on F1 opt, about to get married.
Don’t know what to do. 😔😔😔😔😔😔