I've spent a lot of time reflecting on my life and career, trying to decide where I want to go and what I want to do. It's been a struggle if I'm honest. With the ambiguity of life and the scarcity of a level head, I have not succeeded. Many factors have played a role in impeding my ability to decisively and confidently plan my life out. It wasn't until last week that a mist of clarity coated my once fogged and indecisive mind. A sense of empowerment took over what once was a caucus of competing and confrontational ideas. Having attained this state of stillness and absolute clarity, I was able to conceive an idea and a direction for myself and the rest of my life. I sold everything I owned, emptied my bank account, and used what I had to buy tickets. Entertaining the idea that this would not work was as foreign as if a native Mongolian-speaking tourist approached me and started conversing with me in their native tongue about the principles that govern our current understanding of astrophysics. I spent the last two days wandering the streets, having nothing more than my backpack and a few dollars to sustain me until the Day of reckoning. As of 6 minutes ago, all that I had hoped for in planned for shattered into a million pieces right before my eyes. None of the tickets I purchased hit the jackpot, and I'm further back than I've ever been in my life. I'm sitting on the sidewalk outside of Starbucks, looking down at one of my remaining assets, sharing my utter failure and poor judgment with the world. If I was uncertain before, I'm inconceivable now. Looks like a hard reboot, so it's back to square one... might as well create a new LC account and start from the ground up.
I’ll have what he is smoking.
Still need your TC or GTFO
Sir this is a Wendy’s
Hey bro, if this post is legit and you aren't drunk or high right now, it sounds like you may be having a mental health crisis. You need to get some help ASAP. Please reach out to friends or family, seek therapy, and if you are having very negative thoughts or thinking about hurting yourself, call 988.
^^^^^^^^ OP ^^^^^^^^
You just didn’t win the lottery. Move on
If his story is true it's a bit worse
Life in this physical world works in cycles. Birth-death. Good-bad. Rich-poor. Happy-sad. You name it. Duality powers physical manifestation. If this is the lowest you have felt in your life, I have good news for you. It’s only going to get better. Not because I want to make you feel good but that’s how life works. You’re already in the down wave and you’ll be soon riding the up wave. The cycle repeats. For now, know that the next phase is going to be freaking awesome just because this phase is not. Call 911 and ask help from a police officer currently. If not for you, do it for me, a random and genuine well wisher. You can thank me exactly after 1 year from this date.
Did you not take a math class in your life? The first thing I heard in every statistics section is the odds of winning rigged gambling games. And how much you will lose the longer you play... I guess instead of in a class you learned this in real life. Gambling is one of those "say no" things because a small percentage of people get addicted to it permanently if they ever touch it. And those people provide casinos with about 80% of their profit
and put away the thesaurus....(though i like your style of prose)
Um... What? Please enlighten me, what word usage could have possibly given you the impression a thesaurus look up was necessary?
i wasnt being literal. when someone overuses non standard words to describe a situation or make their point, it sounds like it comes from a thesaurus. "scarcity" of level head... "caucus" of ideas.
Also you probably lost more money from Wayfair stock decrease than this. Move on
Are you high?