NewjESX42

Losing money in the stock market

I made $600k and lost $900k. For a total loss of $300k. At the start of the pandemic I aggressively betted on a recovery and deployed my life savings. I worked and lived frugally for over two years with my savings rate well over 90% and great investment returns. Working a job has been the worst aspect of my life because it causes me to live in constant fear that I could be fired abruptly. I also hate the very slow paced exchange of my life for money that is just enough. I also I have no interest in retiring at 65 with 2-10 million dollars. Basically, I want my cash money now. The pandemic recovery bet paid off for a brief moment and I didn’t even get to enjoy it, my account used to be at 1.45 million at its peak and at 25 I was aiming for 2 million to throw in the towel and focus on me and my life and helping out my family. Along the line , people started asking me for help like I was a genius and that lead to me reading a bunch of technical analysis and over trading. I wake up as early as 6am to trade until 1pm. A lot of times I’m up earlier and much later trading pre and post market. Now it is has plunged to a mere 550k I feel so defeated. I’ve lost motivation to work. It feels like how can I collect a mediocre salary of 12k a month when I was making/losing 10 times in a month. It feels like such an insignificant amount now. I thought I was smart with an edge in the market with a CFA and a statistics degree. But as it turns out I am just a idiot. I feel very mentally weak. I have wasted my life and money for nothing A huge chunk is from TSLA and biotech but not all. If anyone has made significant losses compared to TC how do you cope. TC - 150k #personalfinance #investments