Feeling worthless

Honesty sucks!!! Pursuing masters in Ece. Trying for an internship. 1. Zoox got an interview call in december - ended this week with a rejection +: HR is so good. offered me 3 different roles as the previous ones got filled. -: I had to ask for feedback after every round. contemplated a lot to ping multiple times. Probably thats why it got so delayed and roles are closed. last role(3rd role offered) is for 6months. Still they are ok with my 3months availability and took an interview and closed my profile with a rejection. 2. apple same role as my experience. They want to hire me. But did a mistake of telling them that I was giving zoox interviews too. Being honest is wrong? they asked me which one would I join if given offer. later rejected me. 3. amazon cleared OA phone screen: interviewer was adamant that this role may not be a fit for you. Sad that, I didnot get a call from qualcomm, tesla. they have similar roles as my experience. Its april. I dont think, I can make any internship this summer. Probably will work on leetcode company tagged. #tech #venting