How do I find out if my departure from Google was considered regrettable?
I resigned in 2016 as SWE L4 after a prolonged battle with my physical and mental health. I had strong performance from 2012-2015 with a promo in 2013, but my performance suffered in my last year and I wrote very little code. I have a new job now but I miss the quality of life at Google. How do I determine if Google wants me back or if I'm blacklisted? It feels like my case is borderline. I don't think my line manager during my last year was a big fan of me, but my other managers were.