My ex got married last year and I still dream about our time together, I drop him messages whenever I miss him which go into a black hole. I tried dating other guys but broke off because i couldn't stop thinking about him. My biggest fear is that if this continues then at my deathbed i will regret not living my life with him, but now it's too late to fix this. And that i might ruin any relationship I get into because I will keep thinking of my time with him. Anyone been in a similar state, kindly advice. Please don't DM to hookup, read para 2.
OP: you are depriving yourself of a fresh start. This episode seems to be holding you back or at worst has put you in chains , and you need to break free. Have you tried therapy? It is probably a textbook case for therapy. You need to close some chapter to be able to write a new one. I actually would encourage you to entertain DMs from Blinders to see if something comes out. Go on dates , sing up on dating sites , LIVE YOUR LIFE !
Seriously @Dell:: don’t be an emotional fool. Move on , there is so much life ahead, so many guys are wanting to date gals like you and OP. Move on and live life.
You will never be happy. Go find dude who is better than him.
It's ok to feel what your feeling. But you should also think about your life. Give it a try to be with someone else consiously.
Alpha widows everyone, God please save me from marrying one such women 😒
It happens. One of my exes is married but also drops me messages every now and then. Just because they’re married doesn’t mean they weren’t happier with you